Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Friday, October 16, 2009
dramas
dangg, there are lots of dramas going on right now at school..
not including mine haha
i have some dramas too but whatever.
i can deal with it :)
its just ONE person that has been bugging me for months because of his pride and ego.
tomorrow, our battle will start.
fighting fighting!
i'm ready!! even though i am freaking tired cus of debate cases.
i guess i'm getting used to the whole routine of sleeping late and waking up early but i used to be a bear that can sleep for 2 days in a row without waking up so it is not as easy as it sounds! its okay its okay
i am going to be optimistic now.
i need to stop being negative because being all negative only makes me feel down, annoyed and etc. anywhoss debate comp. coming up this saturday!
hopefully i will be prepared to DEBATE not just give a speech infront of people.
DEBORAH !! FIGHTINGGG
WAKE UPP!!! IM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW!! BUT ITS OKAY! I WONT DIE!!
HAR HAR HAR !!
not including mine haha
i have some dramas too but whatever.
i can deal with it :)
its just ONE person that has been bugging me for months because of his pride and ego.
tomorrow, our battle will start.
fighting fighting!
i'm ready!! even though i am freaking tired cus of debate cases.
i guess i'm getting used to the whole routine of sleeping late and waking up early but i used to be a bear that can sleep for 2 days in a row without waking up so it is not as easy as it sounds! its okay its okay
i am going to be optimistic now.
i need to stop being negative because being all negative only makes me feel down, annoyed and etc. anywhoss debate comp. coming up this saturday!
hopefully i will be prepared to DEBATE not just give a speech infront of people.
DEBORAH !! FIGHTINGGG
WAKE UPP!!! IM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW!! BUT ITS OKAY! I WONT DIE!!
HAR HAR HAR !!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
new life
woooww its been months ever since i wrote in here..
hmm. stuff happened.
actually a lot of things happened.
some were good, some were bad.
but i guess everything happened for a reason.
i'm a junior now.
thats .. amazing lol
i think God is really not letting me get a boyfriend or something
cus everytime a boy and i are getting close to a relationship,
he stops it.
i guess its good for my own goods but... its kind of irritating how i dont get to have boyfriends in high school! ='(
i dont even remember clearly if my promise for purity was having no bf in high school..argh..
i guess i did promise it that way.
darn it hahaha
too late to regret noww -_-;
i just hope that i wont start liking the new guy in my mind and get all hurt from him;
mann. what am i doing?!
i should be studying! FOCUS FOCUS!
anywhosss!
facebook was wayy too distracting so i deactivated it for a while
i dont even know how long thats going to last but hopefully while it IS deactivated, i will finish some school stuff that i've been procastinating!
i guess twitter & blog might be my new addiction?!
hope nott;
i will write more laterr =)
byebye
hmm. stuff happened.
actually a lot of things happened.
some were good, some were bad.
but i guess everything happened for a reason.
i'm a junior now.
thats .. amazing lol
i think God is really not letting me get a boyfriend or something
cus everytime a boy and i are getting close to a relationship,
he stops it.
i guess its good for my own goods but... its kind of irritating how i dont get to have boyfriends in high school! ='(
i dont even remember clearly if my promise for purity was having no bf in high school..argh..
i guess i did promise it that way.
darn it hahaha
too late to regret noww -_-;
i just hope that i wont start liking the new guy in my mind and get all hurt from him;
mann. what am i doing?!
i should be studying! FOCUS FOCUS!
anywhosss!
facebook was wayy too distracting so i deactivated it for a while
i dont even know how long thats going to last but hopefully while it IS deactivated, i will finish some school stuff that i've been procastinating!
i guess twitter & blog might be my new addiction?!
hope nott;
i will write more laterr =)
byebye
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Thursday, July 2, 2009
useless
I really feel like this summer is so useless for me.
Everyday except fridays, i have elco from 7:30~3:00
even though i have break in between, whats the point?.. when everyone is enjoying their summer! And for some people, that time might seem lik its nothing but seriously.. i hate it. Come on. give me a break.
I can't even have that much fun afterschool cus im exausted and most kids do something fun everyday. I feel sooo lost by myself at that ugly elco campus.
Not knowing anyone sucks. Sleeping in the library is ugly too.
I hate waking up early at 6:30 when everyone sleeps in until like 10 I hate coming back home and looking all those fun things other people did when i was stuck in elco. LIFE SUCKSS MAN ='( i want to have fun toooo!!! T_T
aish. aish. aish. aish!!!!!!!!!
Everyday except fridays, i have elco from 7:30~3:00
even though i have break in between, whats the point?.. when everyone is enjoying their summer! And for some people, that time might seem lik its nothing but seriously.. i hate it. Come on. give me a break.
I can't even have that much fun afterschool cus im exausted and most kids do something fun everyday. I feel sooo lost by myself at that ugly elco campus.
Not knowing anyone sucks. Sleeping in the library is ugly too.
I hate waking up early at 6:30 when everyone sleeps in until like 10 I hate coming back home and looking all those fun things other people did when i was stuck in elco. LIFE SUCKSS MAN ='( i want to have fun toooo!!! T_T
aish. aish. aish. aish!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
지겨워
정말 지친다
행복해보이려 노력하는것도,
좋은 딸, 좋은 동생,
좋은 친구 되려는것도
다 존나 힘들어 ㅆㅂ
진짜 이젠 나도 보살핌받고싶고
누구 어꺠에 기대고도 싶은데
그럴사람이 정말 한명도 없다는게
너무 짜증난다
다 좋은친군데 왜 내마음을
정말 잘알아줄사람은
한명도 없을까
지친다 .............
행복해보이려 노력하는것도,
좋은 딸, 좋은 동생,
좋은 친구 되려는것도
다 존나 힘들어 ㅆㅂ
진짜 이젠 나도 보살핌받고싶고
누구 어꺠에 기대고도 싶은데
그럴사람이 정말 한명도 없다는게
너무 짜증난다
다 좋은친군데 왜 내마음을
정말 잘알아줄사람은
한명도 없을까
지친다 .............
Monday, May 11, 2009
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